2005-09-15 [Love Hurts]: ooooh come on ... share please :P

2005-09-15 [Chimes]: *hands you pizza*

2005-09-15 [Love Hurts]: *smiles* thank you.....mmmm good stuff..lol

2005-09-15 [Chimes]: yeah it is

2005-09-15 [Glassphyxie.]: mr. brad...person...leader...guy...do i absolutely HAVE to add to the poem?or is there something i can do instead?

2005-09-15 [N/A EVER!]: ok ill add now

2005-09-16 [Riggs]: well..yes you do have to add and only 2 lines...i just want it to be somehting ot set us apart

2005-09-16 [Riggs]: just read it..awesome guys

2005-09-16 [Riggs]: seriously i'm really impressed..i think that is going ot be somehitng awesome...i might even set up some other ones too when this one is where i feel it's suppoed to be

2005-09-16 [Love Hurts]: Writing something for everybody to see is really hard to do, but writing something the very first time is even harder. You feel like everybody is going to judge you and the embarrassment of that freezes you up and causes you to not be able to even think. Trust me, I know this for a fact. I didnt want to write in the poem when I did. I didnt think that I could ever come up with anything good enough, but I also didnt want to let Brad down. So, I attemted it and I know it wasnt the best but Im alright with it now. What Im getting at is just try and write something and if anyone judges you tell me and I will rip them to shreads and if you need help let me know that too and I will try and help u.

2005-09-16 [N/A EVER!]: lol oh its not that intense its just a poem yall no reason to be embarassed

2005-09-16 [Chimes]: let things come naturally.....they will be good

2005-09-16 [Love Hurts]: yeah w/e

2005-09-16 [Chimes]: its TRUUUEEEEEE

2005-09-16 [Love Hurts]: yeah ok

2005-09-16 [Chimes]: try it....right now

2005-09-16 [Love Hurts]: try what? oooh never mind

2005-09-16 [Chimes]: fine fine lol

2005-09-18 [Riggs]: me inviting you into my little wiki means that i found you to be above such ptty things as embarassment. be proud of what you write here. this isn't an average wiki

2005-09-18 [Glassphyxie.]: i thought i was invited to the wiki cause im an idiot ^_^

2005-09-18 [Chimes]: hehe

2005-09-18 [Riggs]: no it's because you have semi intelligence

2005-09-18 [Chimes]: Semi...wow

2005-09-18 [Riggs]: lmao..i was jk...no i chose you all becuase you have shown me somehitng

2005-09-18 [Chimes]: something being?

2005-09-18 [Riggs]: when i asked you all the questrions to get you in. i wanted an answer that was soething besides death because there are much worse things than death

2005-09-18 [Chimes]: wow....i dont think i actually said death once

2005-09-18 [Love Hurts]: Death is the easyest out there is in life! Everything else is harder then death will ever be!

2005-09-18 [Chimes]: unless of course its someone elses death not your own....people have mental breakdowns because of it

2005-09-18 [Love Hurts]: I was talking about our own death. Other people dying just falls into the mass of pain that we have to endure in life.

2005-09-18 [Chimes]: uhuh

2005-09-20 [Riggs]: i'm talking about death as a consequence. there are much worse things. for example a broken heart or lost sanity

2005-09-20 [Glassphyxie.]: you never asked me a question o.o

2005-09-20 [Love Hurts]: Like I said....death is an easy out!!! broken heart, lost sanity, being alone, deprestion, and so on...  are all part of the misery that we have to suffer through in life!

2005-09-20 [Riggs]: i know i never asked you a question...thats because i invited you...i only ask people who ask me to join...and yes jess..this like that are what i'm looking for. i want people here to know what they're talkinga bout

2005-09-20 [Chimes]: human weakness is the worst pain you find their weakness target it then bam ....thats how you break a person

2005-09-20 [Love Hurts]: and anyone that gets pleasure out of doing that, I really pitty!!! Being mean for your own entertanment makes you lower then the dog sh*t that I stepped in yesturday!!!

2005-09-20 [Glassphyxie.]: what if you cant help being mean?what if its just how you are? o.o

2005-09-20 [Love Hurts]: Bullsh*t!! No one is just mean! You choose to be that way! all the emotions that make a person mean are controlable if you really want to control them. Being mean takes effert!

2005-09-20 [Chimes]: i am not normally mean....i only know that because i watch movies and i have a severly evil friend who tells me these things...and just about everyone knows that weaknesses break people....i am nice to everyone...except if they are mean to me

2005-09-20 [J2046]: People are mean because they are sefish, simple as that, they can not think beyond themselves, the do not take into account the emotions and feelings of others. being mean is a by product of selfishness which is a by product of Greed.  If we could elminate greed we would all be better off.

2005-09-20 [Chimes]: sometimes its not just that, sometimes things cause them to be that way like some kind of immense pain. Things that have happened can change people make them mean, even hostile.

2005-09-20 [J2046]: I understand that, when my cat died i really hated the woman that ran him over and that was not even real pain. But if people can truly think beyond themselves, about others then if they are in pain they no the feeling and would not want to inflict that on anyine else so i still belive it comes down to being selfish

2005-09-20 [Glassphyxie.]: hmmm...good points...

2005-09-20 [Chimes]: Yes true it does but not only that. Sometimes its just, i dont know an uncontrolable feeling to do something, even if it causes others pain or upset, well thats just what i think anyway

2005-09-20 [J2046]: Do you mean like a sudden urge, like the heat of the moment, i hate being horrible or inflicting pain but even i have been in fights and just let loose because of the heat of the moment or do you mena people are cruel over a period of time because of somekind of trauma

2005-09-20 [Chimes]: I think i mean both

2005-09-20 [J2046]: i think that once you start down that road of hurting people it becomes easier everytime and a sort of vicious circle so i can understand that

2005-09-20 [Chimes]: That is also what i think, it just makes it easy as you begin not caring, you lose your sense of remorse and even emotions seem worthless.

2005-09-20 [J2046]: It is so easy to be mean, truly caring for other people is not always easy, i have often given up on things i want so othrs could be happy but many do not think like that they allways take the easy road

2005-09-20 [Chimes]: i gave up eerything i ever wanted ....because it was the right thing to do

2005-09-20 [J2046]: If more people were like you then maybee we wouldn't be fucking up this world so much.

2005-09-20 [Chimes]: Well i was told it was.....now i am crying like hell and stuff but...because it was the right thing to do i guess that makes it ok

2005-09-20 [J2046]: Do you mind me asking what it was?

2005-09-20 [Chimes]: no i suppose i dont seeing as i've been told to 'open up' about it.....i had to end it with my boyfriend....because he hurt me...and forgiving him wasnt the right thing to do...apparently

2005-09-20 [J2046]: well it depends on what he did and how you feel, not being mean and forgivness are fantastic but no one can ever full know your situation and so can not tell you what to do. You have to look inside your self to what you belive in, only you know wether you should forgive him or not

2005-09-20 [Chimes]: if i forgive him, i may lose my friends and/or get yelled at by them, but if i dont i will most probably lose him forever

2005-09-20 [J2046]: Your friends should never put you in that possition but in the end if you have to choose you just have to decide how means more to you

2005-09-20 [Chimes]: thats an impossible thing to do

2005-09-20 [J2046]: Immpossible is just a word, your friends should understand if he makes you happy

2005-09-20 [Chimes]: i cant choose between them

2005-09-20 [J2046]: then you will just have to contiue how you are are until you get over your boyfriend, or you could start a secret relationship with him

2005-09-20 [Chimes]: .....

2005-09-21 [Riggs]: wow...interesting stuff goin on up in here. allow me to put in my 2 cents. Meanness and anger and all of that is a statw of mind and is all about control. i for example have never really lost it. yes at times i have wanted to but then aghain i don't want to say anythign that i would regret. it's kind of a policy of mine. No regrets. and byu the way i agree with [J2046] because he is right...impossible is just a word. people face the impossible every day and you shouldn't have to choose

2005-09-21 [J2046]: We use language to describe the world and to make sense of it but it also constrains us. Imagine for a second that you raise a child and you never teach them the word impossible they would grown up having never know the word and thus never thinking that anything was beyond them. imagine a world where nobody thaught anything was impossible. Pepole just use the word becaue they are scared to live in a world where nothing is beyond them. If you want something enough nothing will ever stand in your way.

2005-09-21 [N/A EVER!]: wiw ya'll are bein uber serious

2005-09-21 [Love Hurts]: James is completely right!! I am going to add a little more though... through out your life friends have came and friends have gone. Maybe not by choice but it happens and you always make new friends. So, if your friends choice to walk away, you will make new ones. I know thats a hard concept to take, but its the truth, and on top of that... if they are telling you to choose, they arent really your friends. True friends dont judge you!!! So, bottom line...what is your heart telling you to do??? (btw...sorry for snapping at you yesturday)

2005-09-22 [Riggs]: i'll admit james i have nevr thought of it like that. and now when i have children i will never use some of those words around them. I'm rather impressed with you way of thinking. and friends don't judge.

2005-09-22 [Chimes]: (hey LH its fine i didnt take it personally) you'd be surprised

2005-09-22 [Love Hurts]: thanks...Im just not normaly a mean person and I let it get the best of me the other day. :(

2005-09-22 [Chimes]: no hard feelings right?

2005-09-22 [Love Hurts]: *smiles* right! :)

2005-09-22 [Chimes]: *smiles also*...oo i think the really really in depth conversation is still going

2005-09-22 [Love Hurts]: does it ever really end? or does it just move on to something else?

2005-09-22 [Chimes]: i think it may move on

2005-09-22 [Love Hurts]: lol...yeah, me too :P

2005-09-22 [Chimes]: Wow

2005-09-22 [Love Hurts]: what???

2005-09-22 [Chimes]: i have no clue

2005-09-22 [Love Hurts]: HAHA....funny :P

2005-09-22 [Chimes]: Yup

2005-09-22 [Riggs]: anywhoo..back to the multiple worded comments...first off..shouldn't you uys be in school or somthing? actually i really cant talk becuae whern i left that last message i was in school yet they failed by putting a comp in my lap

2005-09-22 [Chimes]: I am in England so its 6:25pm....so i am no longer in school

2005-09-22 [Riggs]: alrighty then lol. it's 1:25 here so technically i should be at school but i have early release so what eva

2005-09-22 [Chimes]: Oh coolio

2005-09-22 [N/A EVER!]: sry i havent been on alot hurricanes are fucking crazy man and soon one is comin all the way inland to tyler so i wont be on in awhile.... but ill be back soon ttyl

2005-09-22 [Love Hurts]: Talk to you later xiwang16....take care of your self!!!

2005-09-22 [Riggs]: yeah...don't be stupid and get yourself killed or any shit like that

2005-09-23 [Chimes]: That would suck big time

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: indeed...so don't fo it..i heard a story once of people back uring hurricane andrew who didn't want to leave so instead they had a hurricane party and their building collapsed on them and thay all DIED!!!

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: Unfortunatly kids we might not be seeing [Love Hurts] in here anymore. she's left elftown for a while

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: Oh ...you know why?

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: cause people are assholes

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: Like who? *gets out pitch fork*

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: [here without you] i think...he's been saying some not nice things. hey kids i've got an idea. since we're all soldiers of my litte army whay don't we tell him whats on our minds

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: i'm good with that

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: ok...but nothing too harassing. just let him know we aint happy. things like leave her alone or we'll get you banned we know guards shit like that

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: well i sent my message

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: k

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: i just sent mine...what was he saying to her?

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: sent mine

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: Did you read what he wrote on his page? Thats like getting people to judge her before them even talking to her

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: yep...what an idiot =/

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: he was going around to all of her relations and telling them that she's a liar and all these lies about her. then he had people come and harass her. what did you guys write?

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: oh...that bastard...i dont really remember what all i put...but it was good i think ^^

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: i ragged on him for what he wrote in his house...and sent tons of stuff about he's the one lying....and i used lots of big words

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: ok as long as it was non threatening. i don't want anyof us getting reported. i just told him to stop or be banned

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: Nope non-threatening...i just told him to leave it

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: awesome..kome?

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: i didnt threaten him with anything other than being banned ^^

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: awesome..now all i have to do is get the rest of these slackers in here to say somehting

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: indeed...

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: i have encountered what i believe to be the worst wiki here [Elftown Mafia] check out what theses retards are saying to me

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: uh huh

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: i shall...oh...and you forgot the @wiki part

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: sorry..lemme try again elftown mafia

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: Will do

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: wow...they suck...

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: thats exactly what i was thinking

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: They really really do

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: i know!!! like at least we stick up for eachother but they're like "huh? mafia? helping the downed members? who?"GAH

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: can i kill them?pleeeeeease?

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: If you want to kill them say Aye...AYE!

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: AYEEEE!!!

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: AYE but i think we've done enough for today..gotta keep a low profile

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: ow ok...*slinks back to the shadows*

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: damn...*drinks more coffee* ^^

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: this is what i sent him...i hope your proud of yourself..you've stirred up so much shit that Jess couldn't take it and left. leave her alone or be banned - army of losers

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: Ew Coffee *doesnt like it*

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: i love coffee....i need it to live..that, music...and skittles ^^

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: check out the link at the end of the message

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: ahahaha!!!

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: you like?

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: ok kids brad here needs to go to work..don't have too much fun without me

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: lol...nyuuuu!!!*clings to brads leg*

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: O.O

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: it's ok..i'm back now. 5 hours of scooping ice cream is all thatr i really wanted anyhow

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: no thank you...you're talking ot a potential soldier

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: *observing*

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: eeehhh.. o__o

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: leme think...no..also let me dlete that

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: shameless advertisment! XD

2005-09-24 [Riggs]: yeah fuck em...anywhoo that guy [here without you]...i just found out that his GF was checking out my profile. that amused me

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: i bet

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: kehehe ^_^

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: hmm her mood is...suggestive

2005-09-24 [Love Hurts]: I just want to thank you all for caring....it really means a lot to me

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: You're welcome =^_^=

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: its no problem ^^

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: oh my...i just got told to go screw myself by that guy...and...he called me a loser XD...ahaha!!!

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: hmm this is what he said to me 'i don't care what you think so piss off bitch, your blocked anyways bye bye bye'

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: so...i replied with '  Loser?Ahaha ^^ You're the one making stuff up about people and lying! Who is the real loser here?Oh my...I believe it would be you :] and I already screwed myself a few hours ago, thank you ^^ '

2005-09-24 [Chimes]: hehehe wow

2005-09-24 [Glassphyxie.]: hehe ^^ this is fun

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: he told me "come here and say that to me punk" so i told him ot get laid and fuck off...also not ot mess with a black belt. adn that it's been pointless tlakingot him..then i blocked him

2005-09-25 [Chimes]: hehehe

2005-09-25 [Glassphyxie.]: he never replied to my second message :(

2005-09-25 [Chimes]: Awww...he blocked me

2005-09-25 [Glassphyxie.]: he may have blocked me...hmmm

2005-09-25 [Chimes]: darn

2005-09-25 [Glassphyxie.]: i know...ugh...i like arguing too =(

2005-09-25 [Chimes]: i sometimes like arguing....depending on what i'm arguing about

2005-09-25 [Glassphyxie.]: i like arguing with stupid people ^^

2005-09-25 [Chimes]: Always fun

2005-09-25 [Glassphyxie.]: hehe oh yesh

2005-09-25 [Chimes]: Yahuh...hmmm my family are arguing

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: thats sucks i'm sorry. we should go and curb stomp this mo fo

2005-09-25 [Chimes]: hehehe

2005-09-25 [Glassphyxie.]: yes we should o___o

2005-09-25 [Chimes]: uhuh uhuh

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: i also enjoy argueing with stupid people...theres actually some one on here that i hate so much but they are desperate tohave me as a friend and the only way i would be her friend is if we were insult buddies. this is where i just go and yell at her and call her names if i'm pissed.

2005-09-25 [Chimes]: oh wow thats cool

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: not realy i serio0usly hate her butr she think si like her( [marges cheese and tomato vagina] for the prying eyes) if you check her out you'll see why i hate her

2005-09-25 [J2046]: it's not fun to argue with stupid people as if your smart enough you just run rings around them and then make them look stupid, it's better t argue with really lever people they can really test you. And most stuid people are to ignorant to understand what your going on about anyway

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: i know..that makes it fun. this girl [marges cheese and tomato vagina] os just...well..an odd one with no self respect it seems..she always like "hey..thats not a nice way to talk to and old whore" i'm like "yeah....."

2005-09-25 [Glassphyxie.]: ehhh...that profile scared meh o.o

2005-09-25 [Chimes]: it is very worrying

2005-09-25 [Glassphyxie.]: *hides under a pebble*

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: isn't it??!?!?!? and she's like in love with me or somehting..she actually wanted ot join this wiki and i was like "uih..you don't meet the requirments...goodbye"

2005-09-25 [J2046]: Dear god that is some fucked up shit

2005-09-25 [Chimes]: Its weird thats what it is

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: yes i know...and i have to deal with it

2005-09-25 [J2046]: she/he/it is very fond of the word cunt, i don't really like that word myself

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: me either...it is a rather dirty word..i have only used it once and i totally meant it and i wouldn't have used it if i didn't think it was true

2005-09-25 [J2046]: unfortunatly it has become quite popular in the UK, it just sounds so bad in your mouth, if i am going to swear i prefer something tat rolls of the tounge like motherfucker

2005-09-25 [Chimes]: i have used it twice....yelling at someone who goes to my school.....and i meant it

2005-09-25 [Love Hurts]: *tears* Doug has done it again :'( I guess that I should just leave this place for good because Im never going to get away from him unless I do *tears* He sent another one of his friends [heartbroken_guy] after me and my friends saying lies again....now I have people pissed off at me *tears*

2005-09-25 [Glassphyxie.]: awwww no *hugs*

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: lol yeah i just got a message from that motherfucker..lemme handle this

2005-09-25 [Glassphyxie.]: oh my...thsi should be interesting ^^

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: lol i just fucking attacked him lemme copy and paste it

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: bullfuckingshit..shut the fuck up you imature little fucking prick leave jess alone. i'll have you know that she is one of the nicest and sweetest girls i have ever met..i even had the pleasure of talking to her on the phone and i know she would never say something like "i want to have you baby" grow the fuck up and stop letting other people tell you what tyo do

2005-09-25 [Glassphyxie.]: hahaha ^^

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: adn i signed it with that army of losers thing

2005-09-25 [Love Hurts]: thank you all ....*sits with a sad face and dried up tears, waiting to see if Brad can do it or if I will have to leave*

2005-09-25 [Glassphyxie.]: go you ^^

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: i also told him ot go die...he was saying somehting like she wants to have some other guys baby..you want o fill us in jess?

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: i say we give this prick a visit..all in favor?

2005-09-25 [Riggs]: i decided not to block him. kinda interested in what he has to say back

2005-09-25 [Glassphyxie.]: hmmm....i wonder what it will be =/